Right now it feels pretty lonely. Still, I've made some nice connections, and, with time, came to figure out what was and wasn't good for me. 
My semester ended forever ago in December and now I'm back to finding new ways to spend time with myself. Right now it feels pretty lonely. Still, I've made some nice connections, and, with time, came to figure out what was and wasn't good for me.
It's repetitive to say, but college continues to take me out before the semester has even started... 
I almost wasn't going to be able to register for classes this semester (website wasn't working outside of the country), but luckily things are starting to come together (sort of kind of), and I shoulddd get back on track soon. Even the worst case scenario wouldn't be that bad though, since I'm exactly one semester ahead, so I coulddd technically take a gap if I need to. 
College aside, I have been feeling really down ever since coming back from Pakistan. I miss my cousins dearly, especially because I got to meet some after many years (or they were too young to remember our last meeting lol). At least I'll get to see some family later in the year! Like, being desi really does mean having your cousins be your besties for life(iykyk) 
Right now, I'm just trying to find some motivation to get back into the routine of things, though, to be honest, it seems more difficult than ever. 
Not being with my favorite people makes me feel like a part of myself is missing. Things just feel off and unreal. And realllllly boring all of a sudden.
On another note, here's some pics of my looks from the wedding!!
Nikkah (official wedding/engagement)
Mehndi (Dances and dinner)
Bharat (Dinner hosted from bride's side)
Valima (Dinner hosted from groom's side, I did a lot of mingling)
I was so tired after each event!!
Just to see if anyone reads this imma put my ig lol (it'll prolly have better pics later :p)
@letsgo_leelee