8.24.25...Two days until fall semester

YOU GUYS I HATE SCHOOL I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT IHATE THTEHTHAHTEEEEE UGHHH AHGUHGHGH WHYYYY AHDUHFUHDUHUSHUFHUAHSUIFHUSIDIUFHUIDHUFHSUDIHFUISHDUFHUSDFHDSUFHSUIDHFUHSDUFHSUDHFUHSDFUHXUDHUHUSDHIUFHSUDHFIUHAUHHJHAKJSHDUHAIUDH FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKUUUHHHHHHH

Socially speaking, I do so well when I'm just out and about or in the airport or who knows where, but school has always just drained the life out of me since 6th grade. Like I just want to get far far away from everyone and everything...

That plus the fact that community college offers nothing outside of classes already has me feeling so deadddd.

What's your guys's relationship with education as a whole? Which grades were the best?

Btw I realize I don't have a comment box or anything so I'll...probably add that, so people can answer lmao.

If you think I'm just whining that's okay :-< . I've just never had a good relationship with learning facilities. Not cuz I hate learning, it's one of my favorite things ever, but SOMETHING ABOUT THOSE FOUR WALLS BROO..anyways

Update on that friend btw (see last blog):

We made up but they're wayyyyy drier than before so I keep getting the ick !!!

I've been hanging with friends every now and then as per usual, but it feels like any week I don't have something planned I just go into a mind-numbing disassociative episode. Likeee, rn I barely have been feeling alive. BUT ALSO THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS WHENEVER COLLEGE IS ON ITS WAY IDK WHY I JUST CAN'T STAND ITTTT

General things I'm doing:

• Reading A court of Thorns and Roses. Is it the best literature out there? Hell no. Am I still eating it up? Yeah
• Started harvest moon ds cute...Honestly it's been pretty repetitive so far, so I feel like I'm either missing something, or the other games are wayyyy more interesting.
• Kinda started drawing again after a year!!!! But I wannna revise the technical things (e.g. anatomy, still lifes, animals) cuz I haven't bothered to do so in the past.
• Also read: Cementery Boys, Lady Tan's Circle of Women, Percy Jackson 3, Vicious (finished), etc.
• Started House M.D. and lemme just say, I get it.
• Trying to start an etsy business but it is a longggggggggggggg process...
• Making keychains and whatnot.
• Had a sleepover for my birthday and did karaoke/ate a bunch of snacks/lit sparklers/makeup/other fun girly thingzzz lol
• Wanna get a coffee machine and bead looper...and learn how to do gel nails.
• Played a concerning amount of Date Everything.

Btw, two people asked me wtf I do with myself if I don't have a job...hobbies , lots of them!

I did try applying to a bunch of places for a job but they ghosted me too aughhhh (I even have a food handlers certificate...and... a lot of ambition..idk)

That's kind of all! Will update soon abt college :)

- LetsgoLeeLee